Alright

Today is Day Eight of South Beach Diet Phase One. I have six more days to go.

I've never finished this phase, but this time I will

Starting March 2nd, I will begin a calorie counting diet.

1500 calories per day, fruits//whole grains//veggies//one treat per day

noooo moreee peanut butter. Thats all I've eaten on the SBD so far. I've lost weight, but still, peanut butter is my entire days worth of food. That and lettuce. Sometimes skim milk.

I will be excercising every day because I'll have my shape up shoes by then. I'll wear those all day and hardly ever take them off for the next four months and beyond.

I got this.

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today my parents found a diet pill. I think I destroyed their trust and they flipped a shit over it. I'm not in trouble but their worried and my mom got all stressed and sick or w/e like what i did made her feel worse. Yeah, I'm a terrible person I know, but what are you going to do.

They told me I'm not allowed to be on a diet anymore..at this I cant help but shake my head.

As if I had a choice.