ugh. hah.
i just went to victorias secret to get a new bathing suit.
they were all so very picked up and all drawers were empty it was very frustrating.
i picked one out and put it on. taking one look in the mirror i burst into tears.
pathetic.
there were pictures of adriana lima and gisele bundchen surronding me.
the thing is, i bet im not the only person to have a panic attack in a place like that.
i NEVER used to be intimidated by models! ever! so what if they were pretty and skinny, good for them.
i dont know whats going on with me.
im going to the gym later for 2 hours. im just going to run and run and run.
i dont deserve anything less.
I have had many moments like that. Don't worry. Just remember, building muscle kills fat, so do some yoga or pilates to strengthen and tone.
ReplyDeleteHope all goes well.
Oh, and remember your vitamins and antioxidants!
<3 thank you for this advice.
ReplyDeletei work at a sports center, i get free anything, so you know, i think i'll sign up for so yoga or pilates just like you said ;)